Downsizing Me Log - 5/7/2016 (WARNING - RANT INCLUDED)

Date - 5/7/2016

100% Day - 0

Weigh In - 228

Exercise - no

Eating On Track Today - no

Water Intake - no

Blood Sugar Readings - no

What I Ate Today - No pictures today... I think I need to take a break from that...

• Breakfast - Nutrisystem French Toast with Turkey Sausage and Walden Farms Pancake Syrup with coffee
• AM Snack - 2 small cookies from RC Willey cafe  
• Lunch - Nutrisystem Chicken Mozzarella Melt and lettuce-less salad with Bolthouse ranch dressing and some olives
• PM Snack - Chicken, Strawberries and mixed nuts 
• Dinner - Nutrisystem Italian Sausage Pizza and Zucchini
• Dessert - Baskin Robbins Ice Cream   

Comments - I don't want to talk about it... Okay, this post is going to get very personal... I don't know what to do. I have been 100% on plan for a week, I have not cheated (no cupcakes, candy or donuts, and I had access)...I have eaten vegetables till I wanted to puke, I am the exact same weight I was a week ago... WHAT THE HELL?!?!? Granted, yesterday my body revolted against those veggies and I only had like 3 servings. I also had very little water yesterday, but still... I am getting so frustrated. The first time on Nutrisystem was so easy. This time has been SO HARD... Here's the REALLY personal part - I also am having a really hard time going to the bathroom. It is either No No No or exploding... I don't know what to do. We have probably 2 months of food left as they sent me a second shipment as the first frozen shipment arrived with no dry ice left. It was still (mostly) frozen and still really cold so we are eating it. I am so down about this. I don't know what to do. Obviously I couldn't even go a week on 100% as I had cookies and a piece of chicken today. I was talking with my husband today about how hard it is this time. When we started last year it was alot easier. But this time, it just seems so hard... I can't give up on Nutrisystem, I have 2 months worth of food left and it was such a pain in the ass last time to try to sell it all, plus I've got so much more frozen this time. But I am so frustrated and down about it. I think I may switch back to the 1500 plan (1500 - 1799). A little more food and not as stringent and strict for a minute. I need to stop obsessing about every little thing I eat. I think that may be part of it I lost alot of weight at that level and I still have a long way to go...

Downsizing Me Log - 5/6/2016

Date - 5/6/2016

100% Day - 6

Weigh In - 227

Exercise - No, cold, rainy... I am sick of the bipolar weather!!!

Eating On Track Today - Yes

Water Intake - not enough

Blood Sugar Readings - 107

What I Ate Today -

• Breakfast - Nutrisystem Canadian Bacon Breakfast Sandwich and French Onion laughing cow cheese wedge, Dannon Salted Caramel Light and Fit Greek Yogurt and coffee
• AM Snack - cottage cheese and pineapple
• Lunch - Nutrisystem grilled Chicken Sandwich with laughing cow cheese with snap peas
• PM Snack - ham and triscuits
• Dinner - Nutrisystem Turkey Medallions with Mashed Potatoes and Brussels Sprouts with a sliced tomato
• Late Snack - Nutrisystem Chocolate Cupcake 

Comments - This morning we had a potluck at work, there were donuts, cinnamon rolls, bagels and cream cheese, egg bake and lots of fruit. I had some fruit... nothing else... not even a bite. Oh, and my co-workers candy dish was SCREAMING at me every time I walked past her office. But I did not stop!

Downsizing Me Log - 5/5/2016

Date - 5/5/2016

100% Day - 5

Weigh In - 228

Exercise - We went for a walk tonight with the dogs

Eating On Track Today - Yes

Water Intake - 64oz

Blood Sugar Readings - ???

What I Ate Today -

• Breakfast - Nutrisystem Canadian Bacon Breakfast Sandwich with French Onion laughing cow cheese wedge (OMG, so good), Dannon Toasted Coconut Vanilla Light and Fit greek yogurt and coffee
• AM Snack - cottage cheese and pineapple
• Lunch - Nutrisystem Meatball Parmesan Melt with bunch of cut up veggies (peppers, cucumber and tomatoes and Bolthouse dressing
• PM Snack - Atkins Cafe Caramel Shake
• Dinner - Nutrisystem Chicken Parmesan and Asparagus with tomato slices
• Late Snack - Nutrisystem Dark Chocolate and Sea Salt Bar  

Comments - We have not been to the gym since we joined because we have not wanted to leave the dog. But, we went for a walk tonight and took the dogs with us! We were hoping that it would "get things moving" in my dog's belly...

Downsizing Me Log - 5/4/2016

Date - 5/4/2016

100% Day - 4

Weigh In - 228

Exercise - Walked across the parking lot at work a couple times...

Eating On Track Today - Yes, and that is saying something since we had a BBQ at work today

Water Intake - 100oz

Blood Sugar Readings - ???

What I Ate Today -

• Breakfast - Nutrisystem Cinnamon Streusel Muffin with Dannon Salted Caramel Light and Fit greek yogurt and coffee
• AM Snack - Cottage cheese and berries
• Lunch - Nutrisystem Hamburger with Laughing Cow cheese wedge and a "lettuce-less" saladwith Bolthouse dressing.
• PM Snack - Triscuits and Ham
• Dinner - Nutrisystem Chicken Bacon Ranch Pizza and zucchini
• Late Snack - Nutrisystem Toffee Crunch Cookies 

Downsizing Me Log - 5/3/2016

Date - 5/3/2016

100% Day - 3

Weigh In - nope...

Exercise - nope... still don't wanna leave the doggies

Eating On Track Today - Yes

Water Intake - 100oz

Blood Sugar Readings - 108 fasting

What I Ate Today -

• Breakfast - Nutrisystem Double Chocolate Muffin and Dannon Light and Fit Salted Caramel Greek Yogurt (my favorite) with coffee
• AM Snack - Cottage Cheese and raspberries
• Lunch - Nutrisystem White Cheddar Mac and Cheese with a French Onion Laughing Cow cheese wedge and lots of veggies mixed in
• PM Snack - Triscuits and Ham
• Dinner - Steak with Nutrisystem Loaded Mashed Potatoes and mixed veggies (cauliflower, broccoli and snap peas)
• Late Snack - Nutrisystem Chocolate Cupcake

Comments - Its my hubby's father's birthday, so we had steak for dinner... It is Employee Appreciation Week at work, we had a Cupcake Walk today but I didn't play (didn't want to risk winning a cupcake and having to decide NOT to eat it)... so I had a cupcake for dessert today!